Had to do the one thing that I trruly have dreaded having to do - namely call my mother this morning and ask her to lend me money. I have really tried to avoid thatbut this is an emergency due to me falling behind on my rent and after going in person to the rental office this morning, they will not take partial payment and I do not get paid again until the end of the month.
So i asked her to lend me 800. I have had to draw up a promissory note and have had several phone calls one of which was to insist that she be repaid in two payments by the end of november and another to insist on money order or bankers check instead of a personal check.
If i wasn't so worried about her actually sending the money in the first place I might find some of this annoying and or aggravating.
Right now, I am numb - i only want to keep the roof over my head and will be forced to because of the terms of this agreement to go back to making one lump sum payment in november or risk a late fee in paying my rent or let my other bills go farther behind....
There is no one else I can ask. to loan me anything. I take full responsibiilty for getting ito this situation that only i can get out of
But it still sucks and I hate my birth mother with every fiber of my being.
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