He came by today - we spoke about saturday and he only semi raised his voice once..I think he already felt bad for not calling or showing up. I felt like he felt bad about it so I really tried not to press that too much. I decided to tell him about the test. I kept hearing his voice in my head telling me that if ever something like this were to happen that he would want to know immediately and so I didn't want to risk him being upset with me so I told him when I knew.
We talked for a minute about a few things for some reason it feels good when we do actually have a chance to talk about things with us face to face - i've always preferred that because i can see the emotions and expressions as he's talking and I can relate more to whats being said. Besides i just dig watching him talk and looking at his lips - lol
Even though we were not planning this - it's hard not to be excited and i could see that something in him was a little happy in spite of the situation. I can't wait to drag his tail to the doctor's with me i am dying to see what his expression is when he sees a sonogram for the first time. That will be a TRUE Kodak moment - priceless..
So much to look forward to...
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