Feeling really weird - i think im going to pick up an ept this weekend and see whats up if anything. I feel so dang bloated - boobs feel like they about to bust lol
I will make a run to the store saturday and hopefully I can do it when he's here and we can get the results together. Always wanted to do that. I remember dreaming something liek that where I would do the test and get to watch it with (well in the dream it was my husband) that person and when it came out positive they would be so happy and we both would be happy and excited dunno something real romantic and maybe a little corny about it but its something i've dreamed/wished for - for a loooooooooooooooooooong time since actually dante was born....
As to how I feel about getting preggers now if i am....well its not the ideal situation in that im not married of course. And, I would like to see more of a committment to me or being in a relationship with me than what there is - but bottom line i feel it would work itself out. he's always struck me with a strong sense of family and of doing whatever he would have to do for his child so i don't worry on that account.
So to sum up a little nervous but ok with it - and waiting to see what saturday brings....
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