Thanks God...

Im probably going to hell anyway from all accounts so this letter won't make much difference ....

Dear God,

i want to thank you so much for allowing me to be born to a woman who was incapable of taking care of me and wound up giving me away when I was three months old and caused me to grow up not knowing my brothers and sisters. Having to walk through life knowing that they are out there but that i may never see or find them.

But more importantly I want to thank you for taking away the one thing that gave me hope and inspiration. The thing that gave me the strength and courage to fight against overwhelming odds, the one thing that made me happy not because of what they did for me but just happy because they existed.

You took away my son and left me with nothing - and im supposed to try and go on with my life like it's ok and it isnt and it never will be.

The one good thing in my life and you took it...Thanks God