I've been hanging out at this message board titled "Diary of a Tired Black Man" and i can commiserate with that statement in reverse.
I am battling my impatience and fear that I will in deed never have another child. I know that under the current situation it would be an extreme challenge....its hard to get pregnant when you only have sex on the weekends.
Now today comes word that HE is going to take on a second job so that means even less time spent together.
What can i say? I can't complain - because i sound selfish...i can't help but feel that he has absolutely NO idea how badly i want to at least try to have another child..or more importantly how it feels like im watching the sands in the hour glass run out...
I just don't think He gets it

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