We did th e release this weekend at the cemetery. It was for a moment a good thing and was real upbeat but i guess afterwards the let down was great. I think coming back home and being on my own (as usual) didn't help but again as with most things what can i do?
I truly have to go this alone and there is no one for me to lean on except God...
Right now, I am working on shifting my focus off the loss of my son and how it has and is affecting my life..and off the relationship which is right now bulging under the strain of me dealing with my loss and him dealing with his mother's illness and family issues arising out of that.
I had been thinking for the last week or so about starting a blog about my efforts to get in shape, lose weight, etc...and I am going to start that today. Will post pics and stats and will commit myself to posting at least once a week with my progress which is certain to take some of the focus off of the other things mentioned which i can't do anything about.
Blog started - let's see how that goes
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