Office bullshyt

I am reminded today, yet again why i have so very few people around me that i would consider "friends"

I don't generally eat lunch indoors much with the occaisional exception of eating at my desk/working at my desk because since i have to cover an office right on the tail end of my lunch hour that is in another building across the street from mine its so much of a hassle to have to run get something to eat run back to my office eat then run over to the other building that usually i don't even bother....on occaision i have taken like a small container of wingettes (from the cafeteria in the hospital) over to the other office and maybe a sandwich etc....once in a while....but anyway today happened to be one of those days when i took a small pack of wings with me and the person who im covering for made a comment about why she has to go downstairs and eat at the cafeteria and i get to eat in the office...i told her when she made her comment that i would in the future refrain from "eating" in her office....so why the hell this afternoon the manager of the office pulls me aside and said that she "complained" about me eating in her office and asked her to ask me NOT to eat in her office any more....

See my problem is im too trusting and im too nice to people that don't deserve it....and in this case here is a person that I have covered for more than once today especially since she came back late from lunch and she didnt tell me she was going to be late....and that office is supposed to be covered at all times...i stayed there trying to wait for her till amost ten after two....when i had to leave because i had a project i was working on for soemone who would and is notorious for complaining about things not being done "fast enough"

So you chuck it off to experience? Swallow it and keep moving....or you just cross yet another person off the list....
Or you put on a phoney smile and pretend its no big deal....if there was a way i could get out of covering that office i would...and rest assured that if in the future she does not come back from her lunch on time i will leave that office completely unattended or if im feeling particularly moody i will call her manager and ask her what she wants me to do since she hasn't come back from lunch yet....

some nice valentine's day - stabbed in the back spending most of the day trying not to cry over folks who don't give the slightest bit of damn about me and mine.....and looking forward to going home to an empty apartment....

I can rigth now at this moment understand why people become recluses...im trying not to be that way but ...