Fever is back, been having chills for the last half hour or so. Pressures back up and head is pounding. Dante knows something is up but I haven't felt inclined to really talk much...i know he probably heard me crying earlier even though i tried not to let him hear...
why my heart doesnt just fall out of my chest to the ground and into a million pieces i dont know.
i feel like im right back in 2001 all over again... if i could find a room with no windows and just one door i would go in and lock the door and pray that it dissapeared...
I can't sit up here and type with tears in my eyes its hard to see, and also hard to explain and or prevent dante from seeing.
im actually scared to go llie back down seems like being in my room makes me cry...and i am so very tired of crying..
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