Every day that he's not there for me, that i have to come up with yet an explanation or "story" as to why hes "not" around, every day that i have to face another challenge with my son knowing he can't be THERE, and probably never will be, every day that i go without so much as a hug, a smile, every night that i go to bed alone, every day that i have to force myself to be happy when all i want to do is stretch out on the ground and cry....a piece of my heart breaks....
it has happened so much that there's just not much left TO break...
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