had a bit of a scare with dante last night....he had gone to the bathroom and was hit with some weird pain...he usually has some degree of pain after going to the bathroom anyway (by product of that damn thing) but last night he had sat down afterwards for a while and couldnt get up...it's really hard not knowing what's going on inside....he is not due in to discuss the scans until wednesday...so we wait in the meantime....and i continue to wonder how it is i don't lose my mind with all this....
gotta get out of the house right now...need to get my head right....

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