New Years Agenda 2006

Smoking
This is one that is a long time overdue and for some reason this time i feel better about it than in previous attempts. I think as a measure to occupy brain cells in something that i actually CAN do something about. Redirection i guess if you will - whatever it is its necessary and about time

Drinking Soda
This is a no brainer - diabetes anyone? Water is better always has been - my kidneys will thank me and so will the rest of my body. (and maybe dante will stop drinking this poison also)

Attending the Gym
I started doing that anyway - prior to all the chaos of the last few months. Had to stop only because I took the job in the city and I can't get over to the gym in a timely fashion. I plan on going by and cancelling that membership unless i can switch it to the 89th street Y in which case i will keep it and start to USE it again.

NSSC

The time has come the walrus said....and he was right....the time has come to do what it is i said and envisioned with regards to thsi program. I no longer have the excuse of bingo as a distraction and everyone so far is on the same page so it's time to make things happen and to have a banner year that will be the launchpad to establishing this program and its afterschool curriculum. For the short yellow bus folks, lets have some fun with the kids, teach em a few things and go on a few trips...

Driver's License

Long overdue - need to get it over with already this would actually help with the NSSC as once i get it i become an official "driver".

Office Politics

If they want to kill each other by engaging in subvert sabotage then let them...stay out of the way and protect myself from collateral damage. This is the theme for 2006 and being at NYP.

Big Clothes

They are too big, some of them are nice but are just an excuse to blow up again. Get rid of them and replace them with nicer SMALLER things that fit. Make good use of the three sizes that you have lost and get some nice sexy things to wear - I deserve it.

Concepcion

This is a big one, could be a deal breaker for a certain person (W) I feel like the time to do this is growing exceptionally short. I do not feel very comfortable nor supportive of artificial insemination and after having prayed about this I feel that if its going to happen for me it will happen the natural way ( i was blessed with being abundantly fertile in the first place and that is God Given - so if it is in his will for this to happen it will happen this way) im still regular, cramps and all...with the other, healthier lifestyle adjustments im making this is a good time to work on this. Besides trying is fun!

My Own Place

Another deal breaker - family be damned at some point during the course of this year - i will get my own place smaller and more manageable and comfortable for me. They can do what they jolly well please. If you are not understanding this train of thought - go back and read through the archives.

Negative People

Negative people bring negative thoughts and situations with them - they do not help you to grow - they in fact stunt your growth. These people whoever they are have to go - the sooner the better. You can't fix them you can't do anything with them but be miserable - so they MUST GO