I hate the part of me that helps everyone out without question giving so much of myself and that has no one to call on in a time of need....
I hate the part of me that stands by powerless unable to figure out something so simple as transporting one storage box and a computer monitor from NY to Philly
I hate the part of me that wants to scream in frustration while the rain pours down and makes what was already an improbable trip an impossible one.
I particularly hate the part of me that wants to cry tears that no one will see or hear and even more importantly that no one gives a damn about....
And I am angry with the way my life continues to add on more and more problems and stress and things that only I can find a way around with all that is already there...with me feeling like i can collapse at any moment..body aching and weary....mind tired beyond comprehension...
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