Lunchtime was a blessing - I managed to sneak over to the promenade and got to watch some nice boats go by while enjoying the cool breeze off the water...It was while I was sitting there that I got a phone call from my mother
she called me because she had just left the doctor's office where she was told that the lesions that she had been getting tested on for the last two months are indeed cancerous. They will need to do a biopsy to determine if they are benign or malignant but that they definitely are tumours.
Funny thing....call it shock if you wish but my day is still as glorious as it was before getting this news. Perhaps because on some level I figured that this was what it was but had no actual, factual confirmation until today. It is as if as much as life and situations try to bring me down or send me into a negative zone - I find a sense of fight within me that refuses to go there and to allow myself to fall into misery and woe.
Life is and still continues to be blessed...
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