Always on the edge of tears...Walking around smiling but feeling like tears are but one breath away. Trying to find things to occupy my mind so that sadness does not enter in. Maybe today I will just go find someplace off to myself and cry for a while...Oh the travails of being stressed. At least I am not breaking out in hives like last week.
Song keeps going through my mind, at least the refrain from the song..."nobody knows but me..." How true in this situation. Nobody knows how I feel or what I am going through, no one has any idea.
The biggest fight I have now is to hold it together and not fall apart. Which is crazy under the circumstances but I can't afford to fall to pieces right now..
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